restless..

well, yeah... the blog's been a bit slow lately...
the month january 2010 to be specific..

it didnt help that i was down with a bad fever on the first week itself..
3 days of MC... (woohoo!) tho, i must say, it wasnt entirely voluntary.
those few days werent really that pleasurable at all..
it was just plenty of bedtime, groggy heads, plenty of garish dreams, silly things .. all things incomprehensible... which keeps poppin' up the minute i close my eyes to 'sleep'....
sigh, anyhow, that was a bad episode... doesnt help too, when i got back to the office, it was all suspicious eyes jabbing at me.. especially the boss. well, what can i say? i had all 3 days' MC slip to stake my claim..
:)

other than that, the month passed by... or rather, is still passing by, rather uneventfully...
it's true.. i'd been kinda restless.
save for that one night out getting wah puking his gut out,
i'd almost take the month january just like that... just like it is.. just like it's passed.
a transit month, that's waht i'd call it.
but a transit to what??
just what is it that i'm waiting for??
it's rather peculiar.... that i hav no idea at all.
i am pretty sure though, that it's nothing tangible.
so i dont think there'll be an answer to this.

hmm.... bless all for the new year.




another itch scratched...