delusional

in times of uncertainties… what do you do?
you march on.

you try to anticipate, you try to foresee, you try to estimate, you try to set up a plan and hope to see it work.
but you know plans remain to be what they are, plans, unless you stick to it and work it out.

but there’re just too many temptations…
this world is a wonderful place…
so many experiences to be tried and relished.
so many feelings to be evoked and embellished.

worries, they swim about in the head… on and again, but heck, then again, in these times of uncertainties today, worries, they should in fact be the last things on our minds.
militants and terrorists alike strike at their own free will, oblivious to the fact that millions around the world do not exactly know what their agendas were… to which proving something at measures like theirs were really an exaggerated showcase of ‘free will’.
mother nature strikes too at her own command, releasing pent up energies accumulated from the doings of earthlings themselves, in denial to the fact that their plundering of the earth they themselves step on somehow comes back around at their species.

anyhow, having said all that, yes… the above does seem a tad too morbid, but still, it’s past midnight and i still haven’t gotten around to making my mind work straight!

in a nutshell, i guess what i’m trying to say is, you can plan for all you like, you can worry for all you like. but still, there’s almost always another ‘plan’ at work for you, a divine plan that you wouldn’t know, or perhaps, a divine intervention that you wouldn’t want to know about.

shit… i have not the faintest idea what has just gotten into me…
i know i need rest now…
**listening to the haunting rendition of mika’s Relax~ (in repeats) was what spurred me on to writing this… yeah, blame it on mika.
am moving on to Sunday Morning by maroon5 now…^^



another itch scratched...