another year ...relished and anticipated...

am darn tired now after another hectic runningarounds in the office...
nevertheless, i just cant contain this itch of mine,
to just wish you guys and EVERYBODY on this planet,

A GREAT NEW YEAR AHEAD!!!
Come 2009, Come!!!
bring it on, BABY!!!
^.^
crazy.. i knoe...



another itch scratched...

silly me~

yes, the streamyx at home has been done deal...

had been checking my mails and FB pretty regularly these days,

had been having easy access to my blog these past few weeks too...

and the more recently, had discovered the joy of downloading and live streaming as well...

limewire, Qvod, you name it...

so apparently now, waiting for snail episodes of honey & clover on astro shuangxing is inadequate to feed my appetite for back-to-back dramas... especially not so now that i'm in a 5-day no work marathon... LOLzzz...^^

so back to my streaming frenzy, i logged into tom365 and tried my luck clicking on characters that i may recognise here and there, and tahdah, i found Honey & Clover.. but then guess what, i saw Grey's Anatomy, and Gossip Girl too. Finally, the ultimate joy and reason why i'd start my endeavour in getting a new lappie and streamyx at home... =]

so, hmmm... tough choice tough choices... of coz, i dived into H&C. u finish what u started rite? was hoping i'd get to the bottom of it before the series does on astro. but then, u know how sometimes things are just not meant to be. the buffering took too long, and i strayed...

without a second thought, gossip girl first season came next.
hmmm... now, after just 2 episodes of it, i think i pretty much get what the series is all about. of acceptance, of being in the desired clique, of reinforcing yourself with 'attitude', i guess we all know where this is heading... it's like what, the earliest i can think of, 90210 but in an entirely Different ballgame... (here, the clothes alone are so to-die-for... what blake lively wears, hmm... that alone is worth all the snickering i need to put myself through..)

but really, the question here is... i mean, this is me we're talking about here. y did i choose GG over G'sA? but then again, y not?

the prospect of watching something new, as opposed to something you know you can watch on the telly. the prospect of seeing for myself, why some guy frens of mine would have finished season 2 by now. the prospect of not losing out by not catching up on the latest 'it-show'. the prospect of being able to say on my own, whether this entire 2-seasons' worth of show is worth watching.

but hey, given the pretty quick streaming time and all the free time i have in these few days... i wouldnt think it'd be any trouble at all.

so what i snicker and snort a lot through the show... sometimes you need to throw yourself at some silly, sporadic, spores of entertainment. LiFe would be pretty dull otherwise, no?

vs.

another itch scratched...

counting the blessings~

Orite, to have such distraughted thoughts on the day after my bday was so uncalled for rite?
well, it is the month December after all... again,

the month for Reminiscing,

the month for Merry Making,
the month for Counting Of Blessings throughout...

i think i'll just do with this month's merry-making for now... this is after all, an attempt to log all happi tots onli... ^^

~dinner @ tgif~

wuz asked to hold the xmas tree in one hand, and the straw in the other. obviously, they watch too much hongkie game show too...

negotiating for a nearer cake... tsk tsk tsk , just couldnt leave work at work...

yeah, that was easssy enuf'... ^^

Oh now wat? cake slamming? wat's with the napkins cum aprons??? =.="

nahh... it was all just good fun... "Did u seriously think we were gonna slam that in yer face?" ~Cheeky TGIFians...

thanx a bunch, guys.... this is what i call After a hard day's night... Woohoo~!!!

~xoxo~

~friday drinks @ After Hour, solaris~

Carol, Zephyr & Myself... celebrating Zep's bday too! ^^

the Guys...

the b00ze~...

the Camwhoringggg!!! ~~

the Dices...~ huge, Huge Dices... ~~~

the Gang~!!

~all the perfect ingredients to fill the night with plenty of slapstick Laffs... LOLz!!

another itch scratched...

what triggers your "emo-drenaline"?

another after friday hours...
came back from work, left office at 630 ++ altho today we're off at 5pm.
hmm... work has been tough.
yes, this is all about work again.
it's nothing earth-moving the work i do, oh no. i dont bring in the millions nor do i move or shake the company.
but heck, one tiny screw loose n you hav the whole wheel wheeling off the creek rite?
well, i believe that's what i seriously believe. hence the "effort" i put in? (i think i do put in effort to a certain extent...) but heyyy, who am i kidding yeah? at the end of the day, nobody knowssss!!

anyhow.
the point is.
what triggers our 'emodrenaline' anyways?
i mean, here i am after work, kept myself inside the room, fillin in on this entry.
feeling a tad scatterbrain now... kinda vague on how things will work out next week...
just why are my decembers always filled with so much projects and tenders?
work has been so crazy (to me they were), that it has came to an extent where it is not scary anymore. it's beyond that. you just feel kinda ~blah~ about it now. you roll your eyes so much that it's beginning to hurt now.
it's kinda hard to carve a smile on the face now too...
i bet i've been all wok-faced at work today, and the last few days too...
and then waddayakno? today finally, is the day, that i've "lost it".... i mean, it was like an erruption... of a dormant volcano... yes, the volcano has always been there, but dormant all along... until today. and guess what, it errupted at the most unsuitable time and place and person of all...
i guess what i'm mad at myself is, just why couldn't i had held it in longer? just why couldnt i had controlled myself better? to lose it out like that to someone like that, it's more like i fell into the trap, and more like i'm headed towards the losing game already.

so again, what triggers our 'emodrenaline' again?
i have come to a conclusion.
it's the priority that you put on that thing.
the less of it, the less you'd care.
the more you care, the more you'd emo.

when you feel you can't let that issue drop, when it keeps hanging in your mind, when you find yourself reasoning on all the facts and what-happeneds, when you realize that you're defending yourself to yourself, that's when it is...
you just CANT let it drop.

time helps i guess, definitely they will. some ppl tend to forget very fast, some takes longer.
dun ask me which type of ppl do and which type dont.
i still havent got to that stage where i can 'read' ppl like that.

i think, it'd be kinda funny somehow, when one day i return to this post and find that my priorities have shifted.
i mean, i bet i'll go like ... "cheh! how trivial!!!~"

=.="




another itch scratched...

life's short... scratch it when it's itchy~

what's life without hard work... otherwise you wouldnt enjoy the good travels so much
what's life without 9-5, monday to fri... else you wouldnt've enjoyed the weekends so much
what's life without disapointments and humble moments, else everyone's noses wuld be so high off the ground...


the thin, fine line of balance... So now what? LiFe's like walking a tightrope then?
i beg to be enlightened~

another itch scratched...

be Merry!~

ultimately, you'd want all your friends to be hApPy...
all the people near and dear to you...

was at a 'relative's' wedding dinner earlier today, saw that my sis was having a good time.
well, i felt she did... am glad everything turned out okey... minus the fact that little Yang didnt wana go on the 'flower-boy' act.. chose to cry and clinged to his dad instead.. i say, WAY TO GO, YANG!! real boys dun do that okey!!! LOL...~

rushed out to meet the gang for a cuppa then... (altho i didnt realli ordered any... kinda Loong-ish this month... with all the merry weddings...)
saw that my frens were havin' a ball of a time with their respective LiFes too... saw that spark in their eyes when they chat about their travels.. (tonight's topic was HK). Yes, i told them i'd be ON anytime any one of them gets the ~itch~ again... ^^
and oh, missed the fullmoon of yb ooi's dotter... all the best to being a doting dad ya!~

logged into FB later on, wanted to check out on the "frens for sale" thingy... wondered y Combust was having such an addiction to it... but then i lazied out...
just the Wall alone, i saw that many of my frens too, were having a great time out of liFe.
merry photos never fail to say a thousand words... it's all up to your personal interpretations, but i just choose to see the best out of 'em.
Jess just "active-ated" her FB too... much to the pleasure of me and Ling...
yep, we'll only view your photos IF u post them on FB from now on... =)
and i shouldn't go on and remind everyone here again, just how great FB is... it really does provide much, much entertainment to the soul... haha!~ exaggerative?? ~NOT!~

perhaps, me listening to Joanna Wang now sort of influenced me into this mood too.
perhaps, i'm just in sort of a 'highness' mood now... altho i swear i didnt take any alcohol OR kohii today... hmm, i wonder y then, i really am feeling very Free and Easy now...
and mind you, it's 3.40 AM... maybe it's bcoz it's now very early on a SUNDAY MORNING... and monday's a national holiday... ahahahhh~!

another greatness to living in msia... plenty of holidayss...
so people, i say... let's be Merry!
(they tend to rub off on me too... ^^)
with that being said, i just luv December... ^^



another itch scratched...

delusional

in times of uncertainties… what do you do?
you march on.

you try to anticipate, you try to foresee, you try to estimate, you try to set up a plan and hope to see it work.
but you know plans remain to be what they are, plans, unless you stick to it and work it out.

but there’re just too many temptations…
this world is a wonderful place…
so many experiences to be tried and relished.
so many feelings to be evoked and embellished.

worries, they swim about in the head… on and again, but heck, then again, in these times of uncertainties today, worries, they should in fact be the last things on our minds.
militants and terrorists alike strike at their own free will, oblivious to the fact that millions around the world do not exactly know what their agendas were… to which proving something at measures like theirs were really an exaggerated showcase of ‘free will’.
mother nature strikes too at her own command, releasing pent up energies accumulated from the doings of earthlings themselves, in denial to the fact that their plundering of the earth they themselves step on somehow comes back around at their species.

anyhow, having said all that, yes… the above does seem a tad too morbid, but still, it’s past midnight and i still haven’t gotten around to making my mind work straight!

in a nutshell, i guess what i’m trying to say is, you can plan for all you like, you can worry for all you like. but still, there’s almost always another ‘plan’ at work for you, a divine plan that you wouldn’t know, or perhaps, a divine intervention that you wouldn’t want to know about.

shit… i have not the faintest idea what has just gotten into me…
i know i need rest now…
**listening to the haunting rendition of mika’s Relax~ (in repeats) was what spurred me on to writing this… yeah, blame it on mika.
am moving on to Sunday Morning by maroon5 now…^^



another itch scratched...