procrastination

yes, i am guilty of dwelling too much and for too long into procrastination.
not one who’s into jumping at things and embracing things wide-eyed and lips ‘O‘-ed in awe, i am definitely one guilty of setting things deliberately at a slow (i personally prefer to phrase it as ‘steady’), pace.

i know there are things that should be acted on and completed upon, all the ‘right’ things to do and Should Do-s … yet it is always with apprehension and trepidation that i step up to it.

so i know .. that it may take longer for me to complete that ’should-do’, whatever it may be, but still, i do reach the eventual point. and i know, i may give that pessimist and unexcited look so very often, now and then, but yet, proof me wrong and i will gladly accept the fact.

still, for all the little, little achievements that i’ve had despite the whole load of procrastinations (sometimes fear, and sometimes plain laziness), i shall give myself a ’lil pat on the back for now.
and, a toast now, to all the time in the world .. (uhm, .. fingers crossed).

another itch scratched...