the e n d . .

exactly 45 minutes to the end of the day. sunday. the holidays.
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when was the last time i've had a long break from woek like this?
i cannot recall, and perhaps that is why this is too much to bear.
the thought of actually having to wake up again, at 6+ in the morning, to get back to the daily grind, of always attempting to not be late at work, to always cookup the self motivation shit to get to and stay at work ...
i guess this is what an extremely long break does to moi here.. maybe not entirely to be blamed, but still, im sure it adds to it ..
excuses, excuses, yes i am guilty

this is just another rant.
one that is absolutely necessary at this moment, in grieving for the end of the holidays.
in (another) true self-articulation attempt: Let's just look reaaal for-ward to the 16th of the month, where we will all be entitled to a longer weekend, a respite from the continuous work weeks ahead, and most significantly, a shorter woek-week to bear with.


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oh, and p/s: this is totally unrelated to the gloominess above, but i do hereby promise myself (which i feel is absolutely necessary and about time) to spruce up the blog. seriously, all i need is some more inspiration from around me . . . what's that? do i hear a "good luck" there? fingers crossed then . . .




another itch scratched...