wow me

i'd hate to be melodramatic .. but above all, i'm getting this feelin all over again... no it doesnt come that often at all... with life so busy scuttling by.. with what u may ask? beats me sumtimes... Having the ipod on shuffle... having some songs from times past suddenly blasting in.. having old memories released, like encoded in these songs... yes, in fact i think each song is somewhat encrypted with a certain message, a certain mood, a certain memory, a certain special meaning.. unique only to ourselves... well i guess that's how it's like for most of us, no?

this is dejavu all over again... the feeling? the adjectives .. what? unnerving? stagnant? a lil' sweet? somewhat still hopeful? what in the world just went on??? .. and, where the hell was i??

im still here . . .

another itch scratched...