like a jammed up Jack..

you know, i think, July happened slowly.. like a migraine.
it's like, the 3rd week of the month already, yet it feels like july took forever to reach here and now.
i guess, it's been so slow it's almost a pain because there was/is nothing, in july.
it never was.., never did, never came, never happened. it was bare, unhappening.. july, the sobering glitch in the middle of the year.. it's almost like a jammed up jack-in-the-box.
well, safe for the world cup climax at the beginning of the month, but ozil and team never made it to the most coveted spot..
throw in (on a more personal note), the bon odori excitement that never materialized.. it ended, the idea, as hurriedly as it came.
the birthday celebration that got out of the way,.. one which so deftly, twisted and slipped by its seasoned grips..
the jacob sponsored frim family-walk that aint gonna happen... which i'll just put down to a "everyone's just so occupied these days" with a shrug.
does make me wonder then, whether the month-end quarterly management meeting scheduled for a saturday would skip-by postponed too...

other than that, the brain's no good this month to be of any contribution here.
i'll just continue to go drown and numb myself in gaiman's american gods...



another itch scratched...