grey

on the side note: is grey somewhat associated with bleak?

i know in life, there isnt always just black and white. i know i'd blogged about this previously but then tonight, this is of an entirely different context...
this is how i think, all these times.. that life, does not exist simply in just black or white. there are always grey areas in between and around... these grey areas, they allow me spaces in between the two extremes... allow me an avenue where nothing is forever right, and nothing is indefinitely wrong.
but then, when too many grey areas exist.. somehow, do things still work? the way it should?
when there are no extremes at all, do you still strive to achieve that either one end? or do you just simply hang around forever in between?
i should ask myself again then, what is the way that should?
however, tonight, most unfortunately.. i'd came to realize two things that is definite. at least it is to me, tonight.
by tonight, i should be giving up entirely on 2 things .. which so happen to take the most precious standings in my life, and yet, nothing more which i could do about.. to give up, is indeed a sad outcome. . . still, i do not think i need to subject myself to such pains...




another itch scratched...