the illusion of grandeur`~

it's another wrapup for the woek-week... and as im sayin' that, the weekend comes agushing in~! well, albeit a bit slow, as in more to like trickling in actually... well, well, what can i say, the Frens are a tad preoccupied with Dear LiFe! to sit for some kohii tonite, so i guess the night will be spent lazing around the haus... and packin' for my 1nite trip to malacca tomorrow... Yes~! 'Celebrating' the merdeka weekend in malacca with the ex-gang from office... :)

i think, it'll be somewhat fun, not entirely relaxing (in anticipation of the merdeka crowd flocking to malacca too~).. but i think it'll be mindboggling, as it always has been for our previous trips to locale weekend haunts (Cameron.. been there, Ipoh.. done that)... :)
either way, the beer crates are sure to liven things up a lil' come night time... now is that good or bad again???


anyhow, today, i must blog.
of my dear office.
well, it's the 28th of aug today, and, it's the last day that we are entitled to park inside the office building's compound... the demolition works will be starting next week for the 2 blocks behind ours... and that will probably take like at least 12 months before we will be allowed back in to the grand spanking new 5 stories annexe.... well, who knows what'll happen in a year's time hur~?... Uhm, but then again, speaking of which, i have indeed been here in this building for most of the 4 years of my working life now...
that feeling of dread just crept up from inside the gut nonchalantly this morning while i was standing at the first floor of the old office....

.. me and yatie were asked to do a final round of check on the junks still there before they like, finally seal off the building.. gulp. i never imagined that kind of dread while making my way from block A to block C, shielding my eyes from the glaring sun. ive been making that same path everyday from my parking spot behind block C to block A, but today, the view just seems so different. it's a view i'll never get again. so what if it's just a stupid old building...

i made my way up the stairs to the first floor, where my old office used to be. as i was going up the narrow stairs (everything is bigger and grander now in Block A)... i was tiba-tiba flooded with madonna's this used to be my playground... shit. hahha~!

as usual, i culdnt help it, and took a shot at it. this is where our cubicles used to be for the 'sales department'. i tried not to, but i culdnt help feel a tinge of nostalgia too~

25th aug 2005, the first day i stepped into this office as i reported my first day at work. never intended to stay for long, and now it's like exactly four years later. it feels kind of weird for me to be standing there at the same spot, 4 years later, with so much difference and many of the then sales team members already not with the company. yeah.. never intended to stay for long, but then again, maybe that's what prompted me to stay for so long... ?? puzzling? yeah i think so too~~~

another itch scratched...