Friday, February 27, 2009

happy today~

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some of the things that made me feel contented today...~``
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the soothing` voice of Mick Hucknall
"Say You Love Me" ~ Simply Red
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Being one of those grains of sand
I get blown all around the world
And what I make of it
Oh I don't know
What's the meaning of it
Oh I don't know
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I've been around so many times
That the world's turning in my mind
What do I think of it
Oh it's so so
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What more can you be than the things they say you've been
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Say you love me all around the world
Stay and hug me all around the world
Be yours a boy or be mine a girl
Just say you love me
Just say you love me
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I never ever realised
It's so easy to make you cry
But did I break a bit
Oh I hope no
Have you forgot about it
Oh I hope so
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But you never ever wonder why
In every single pair of eyes
There is a hunger in it
Or its soul dies
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What more can you be than the things they say you've been
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Say you love me all around the world
Stay and hug me all around the world
Be yours a boy or be mine a girl
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Say you love me all around the world
Stay and hug me all around the world
Be yours a boy or be mine a girl
Just say you love me
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Come on now darling, say you love me
Oh yeah, please please say you love me
Come on say you love me
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taiwanese hito: *My Queen*
had as of today, devoured all 7 episodes of it... & keen for more`

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my nephew ~yang...
who insists on eating the pack of chips before payin'!
who very soon, would No Longer be able to fit into the shopping cart...




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another itch scratched...

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

a Bangkok Affair`



well rested, that's what i am now.
told Jamie while we were killing time at Suvarnabhumi Airport, how great it'd be if we had our laptops with internet connection then and there, while sipping some Black Canyon Coffees... hmm.. back home, after a quick session of unpacking and a serious nap, i am once again seated at my desk, devouring ALL of the wholesome worldwideweb...

just a few days being away from kl, away from the comfort of my everyday routine, away from how life as it is now, i have came to realize just how much i easily miss these comforts.
Eye-opening as they already are, visits to other places, -the country location irregardless- never fail to provoke and make me realize more things.. things that i thought i already knew...

it was just bangkok. it's the second time i've been to this Vibrant and Colorful city.
yes, colorful indeed. the hotel we stayed in, the Baiyoke Boutique, were decked and decorated in various bold colors. the people we see thrawling the streets at the Pratunam area, nearby Indra Square, they too, were verrry colorful. v didnt mean to be discriminating or anything, but what were they doing there, really? okay, i should skip this part.
all in all, the city Bangkok never sleeps!!!
but we do. we did. it seemed just too risky for us two gurls to just wander out near midnite on our own... even when our simple wish was just to satisfy our Starbucks crave... hmm... we had to be Sensible i guess...

so this trip, it was just the two of us. and the ultimate objective? TO SHOP.
to the extent that i got the 'teasing' from my boss nontheless, how "some people take leaves just to go shopping". Yes, i guess that meant me. dont think nobody he knows does the same.
anyhow, yes this was meant to be a shopping trip.

but being the usual lazy me, and with just the two of us this time, i guess we werent really that savvy enuf, however 'close' Jamie was getting to becoming an "assassin in the making".. (^^)
yes. we went temple touring again... =P
ahh, yess... my affiliations with bangkok's temples... =)
we were told by some frenly "teochiew-nangs" at the airport that the half-day tour was Free Of Charge, (except for a USD7 tax). fine.. enuf said about that.
but all is not lost.
the tour came together with a local tour guide.
a tour guide with a moniker "King Kong" that asked us to give him 5-minutes to fill his breakfast need.
a tour guide that held a very ol'fashioned styled 'paper' brolly, to shade us (and himself from bangkok's hot sun).
a tour guide who'd been full time in the line for only 1 year.
a university-grad, 37 year old tour guide, witty, who doesnt look his age at all, who doesnt look like pure Thai at all, who used to be a lawyer.
fascinating ehh? well, i hav to admit that i was intrigued.
why the change of pathways at 35++, from a profession of law to travel guide??
Destiny.. yes, that was his answer.
to cut things short, i guess, Destiny is equivalent to an easy way out of explaining things in details. heheh...
but i think, we got his point. this chance meeting between us too, was Destiny he said.
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so then i guess, Destiny must've brought me to Asoke Rd. to have this chance meeting with Wan too. yes, Jamie's colleague in Bangkok. and of course also, a few others with very quirky names... Niki, Art, Nine, and Tieng? and also the french guy Mathieu.. (i think).
the piece of 'fortune paper' i received at Wat Pho, 'fortune no.22' said: "Will benefit from anybody you will be visiting."
indeed, i think this trip had been a peculiarly different one. not so much on the places or sightseeings, but really, more to the people and insights reaped.
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to me, all along, Bangkok was knowned to be vibrant, a fusion of Old and New.
touristy with its grand, old temples and floating markets.
modern with its BTS and MRT, Siam Paragons and Platinum Malls..
yet this trip, perhaps i could say, i chose to look at it differently in perspectives.
the people that we met, they sort of showed me, some reflections of life in kl. my life, in kl.
they face the same stresses. they encounter the same crossroads. they too, wait for Chance and Opportunities.
the point is, its very seldom that i think this much when on vacations. haha...
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something that i cannot explain though, why did i devour the Star Online even before i checked my Facebook today~?
the local news seemed too trivial and boring, i moved on to the world updates pretty quickly.
Obamas, Thaksins, Asos... korea's Taepodong-2, and australian bush fires...
and then a few of my fav columnists A.Asohan, Celeste Fong, Alexandra Wong, et`cetera, et`cetera...
and of course, law teacher Azmi Sharom's views on our Constitution.
it was all very enlightening indeed...

so now, it's almost nearing another day.
another weekday.
another day at work.
but i am grateful, for all the insights i got from this trip.. huge or little, i believe they make a difference.
it is indeed sad, that i shall be confined to just another one up north to the Chinese cities, for the rest of the year...
till then, i guess this is adieu`.. to travels.
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another itch scratched...

Thursday, February 12, 2009

why like that

am working real late in the office too...
well, wondering then wth am i doing blogging at this hour in the office?
well well, that's work. that's life i guess.
kinda blurry now with eyes so lame n limp
might end up with lots of wrong spellings... well, pardon me okaii...

"i dunt knoe y are u stayin so late jen..." remarks a colleague
the guy who actually is in charged of all the shitz here tnite...
well, it's not for him that im still here...that is fur sure
rather, i felt i had to stay just a lil' while more... "half-an-hours-more" had been passing by so many times now...
and still, i m here... not doing anything great, but i tell myself there's still something to help with.
however trivial or minute...
why like that
ya, why like that...
even after all the recent shitzz happenin' in the office...
even with all the stoopid rulez the co. came out with
still, i didnt tink those had got anything to do with my bunch of colleagues grinding their asses off now...
but still, why like that ya?
why like that wann???



another itch scratched...

Thursday, February 5, 2009

oops, i did it again...

im sorry, i screwed* it again…
in a mock display of riotous behaviour (unacceptable, unnecessary, & even foolish to some),
yes, i hav dunnit again…
against all earlier efforts of psyching-up, all efforts have now came to be puny attempts..
sigh… yes. i couldn’t help it. not anymore as of today.
but tomorrow, tomorrow will be another brand new day, another brand new attempt.. =)


*p/s: ‘screwed’ aka ‘messed-up’




another itch scratched...

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Let's talk about Love

Again, on a Sunday afternoon… am armed with the Sunday Star…
Finally it’s the se7enth day of the Lunar New Year, also known as ‘Yan-Yat’ (where according to Chinese folklore/legend, the day where humans were created, not before all the mountains and streams and livestocks, yes, cows and such, were made by the Creator).
I guess, this just goes to show how a thick wad of Sunday papers never fail to ooze the “gibberishness” out of me, and yes, how in actual fact, humans take less precedence out of everything else in the making of this realm… hahah.


Anyhow, today’s paper featured an article of sorts on this thing called Love.
Unconditional love of all sorts; the lovers’ kind, the maternal kind, and the canine kind… of course, the lovers’ kind had me pondering too, and the maternal kind got me feeling all overwhelmed while picturing my sis and my nephew in the head, as for the canine kind, nope, I skipped that. Shame shame, but pets just aren't my thing.

The unconditional love. The writer threw the question of "how you'd feel if your girlfriend left you for your best friend?" instead of the usual/normal/accepted bout of rage, betrayal and jealousy, Unconditional Love would mean forgiveness and happiness that your now-ex-partner has newfound contentment and happiness albeit in the arms of another man, worse still, your best friend, who you'd one day imagined would be in fact, your bestman down the aisle.

I think, 'forgiveness of' and 'happiness for' your ex only comes (if they ever), AFTER, all the bouts of rage, jealousy, angst and feeling of betrayal. Humans being humans (no pun intended on this Yan-Yat), are creatures of emotions after all. In this day of instant-love and break-ups, players are entitled to instant gratifications as well as instant flares of temper. Talks about forgiveness and happiness, these are all only after attempts, maybe even numerous attempts, of wrestling back your lost love. Failed attempts, may then bring about 'forgiveness of' and 'happiness for' your ex-partner. Call it whatever you like, but yes, defeat equals 'forgiveness of' and 'happiness for'. But then again, it’s a laudable effort, considering not all defeated players go down well with the road of 'forgiveness of' and 'happiness for'. let’s not forget about Bitterness and Hate.
Perhaps, it can be summed that those who choose to discover and follow the forgiveness and happiness path earlier are the real winners. We are all players in the various & different stages of life.. accepting reality and moving on are the best bets. After all, we do not live to play only on one stage.

All these while watching the telly, MTV ~ I love the 80s & 90s (my first switch to channels other than astro’s dynasty package on this lunar new year period), along the old yet favored yet kinda humorous tunes of:
Always by Erasure,
Shattered Dreams by Johnny Hates Jazz,
Love Changes (Everything) by Climie Fisher...

LOLsss
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another itch scratched...